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Tuesday, 03 November 2009

Monday, 19 October 2009

  • Should I Put My College Education on Hold?

    Ok, growing up my brother and I were sexually tortured by his quote-unquote "father". I am currently in state custody for something else and my brother was forced to move in with his "father" at the time. In August, I wrote this extremely long email to my case worker, court-appointed special advocate, and a therapist that child services picked out for me telling about what he did and the effects it had on me and my brother. Then I sent another extremely long email about the biological, physiological, etc. things the sexual torture can do to one's body. No one cared. I posted something on another site, and people told me to go to the cops, but I've also been told cops may not be that helpful either. His "father"'s house in the city right next door to mine, and supposedly that's why social services didn't care, because my brother no longer lives locally. Not only do I need to get my brother out of that house- and keep in mind he is under eighteen- I need to do it most likely alone. And with trying to get him out will come tons of hassle from multiple sides. I just don't know if i can go to college, especially a four year college, and help out my brother right now. On top of that there are no jobs for recent graduates anyway. I figure I just have to get a minimum wage job that makes enough to pay a few survival bills.

Friday, 16 October 2009

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

  • I've Left Him

    I had a boyfriend, about six months into it we decided to get married. Six months later, which would be the end of this week- start of this week, I left him. He does not want to stray from his plans, which I don't think are that important, to help me out. Whatever, it wasn't going to work out anyway. I believe in polyamory, he does not. And he never shut up about it every time I talked to another guy, be it "romantically" or just as friends. If you look at one of my earlier blogs, you'll see a lot of things that should've driven me away, but I ignored them when I wasn't blogging about them. I'm sad. I really started depending on him, whereas before him I planned on doing everything on my own. I feel like I'm drowning, but maybe when I go to college an oppurtunity, or even another person, will reveal itself to me. People, don't decide to get serious with those you've met online, especially for teenagers whose online S.O. are older than them. I'm not saying teens are stupid, but there is a reason an older person would go after a teen.

Saturday, 26 September 2009

  • I Think my Stalker is Back

    About a couple years ago, I had a stalker. In June of '08 I finally went to the cops. Since then I have seen his silver Odyssey around town several times, including going past my house. I did not go to the cops because I worried they would call the sightings coincidences. Afew days ago I was riding my bike down the street. It was the street I live on, but not the block of the street my house is on, if that makes sense. I saw a green minivan go past me driven by someone that might have been him. He was headed in the direction of my house. The next morning I was walking to school. In June the cop I talked to told me what street the guy lived on based on the license plate, and it is parallel to my street. The street I use to walk to school intersects both our streets. When I got to the corner of the street I use and his street a green minivan turned from his street onto the street I use, and he was headed toward my street. I couldn't see who was driving it. Most recently I got on my bike and as I was riding away from the house a green minivan went past that I want to say was him, I'm not sure. Should I go to the cops or wait it out for more information? Keep in mind if I wait he might find out which house is mine, provided he has yet to do so. 

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