I had a boyfriend, about six months into it we decided to get married. Six months later, which would be the end of this week- start of this week, I left him. He does not want to stray from his plans, which I don't think are that important, to help me out. Whatever, it wasn't going to work out anyway. I believe in polyamory, he does not. And he never shut up about it every time I talked to another guy, be it "romantically" or just as friends. If you look at one of my earlier blogs, you'll see a lot of things that should've driven me away, but I ignored them when I wasn't blogging about them. I'm sad. I really started depending on him, whereas before him I planned on doing everything on my own. I feel like I'm drowning, but maybe when I go to college an oppurtunity, or even another person, will reveal itself to me. People, don't decide to get serious with those you've met online, especially for teenagers whose online S.O. are older than them. I'm not saying teens are stupid, but there is a reason an older person would go after a teen.